i;ve been staring at this screen for like half an hour but i just couldnt think of anything to post.. there are alot of thing thats stiring in me.. i want to blog it.. but.. i just cant think of wat to write.. i really hate this kind of feelings.. its really terrible..

its has been a week and im still feeling so low and heavy.. i just dont feel like my normal self.. everything seems to be in the wrong driections.. i just felt so lost.. lost in everything.. getting lousier in floorball.. losing concentration.. no mood to do this and that.. i just so dun feel like my ownself anymore. when playing florrball suddenly i just dun feel so good holding the stick.. i seems to have lost the feelings controling the ball... shooting the ball... passing the ball.. i feel like im just a total noob.. so noob.. haiz..

then after floorball actually i dun feel like goin anywhere not home.. not to my pri sch gathering.. juz so feeling liek stoning in church.. but in the end i still went for the pri sch gathering.. and when i actually got there.. i was really disappointed.. i thought there would be more ppl.. instead of just 5 ppl.. so we just went on to have our dinner at fish&co. then we went to arcade.. but i dint play much lar. cuz i hate playing in arcade ever since i lost my card quite long ago.. then i went home..

i feeling liek im over troubled with too many things.. its so stressful.. haiz.