k actually this isnt really a post abt wat i did ytd.. instead its a post to see who i really am... in most ppl's eyes i seems to be good, kind, caring and out goin.. but as i look back i dun seems to be like tis.. mr pride has really change me.. really change me alot.. i guess its also God who has change me alot..
k let me tell u wat i was in the past..
PAST- selfish? always think of thinks tat only benefit me.
- always look down on ppl? just bcuz i was smart last time?
- always gossip abt bad things of other ppl with my friends
- break promises that i've made
- quiet
- always reject invitations tat are give to me from all my friends?
- fake to be kind when im not
- act as though im really helpful when i hate to help ppl
- shy
NOW( things i heard from my friends )- kind- soft hearted
- emotional
- helpful
- not selfish at all
- always treat ppl when they are really broke even though im broke at times
- take up leadership even though its tough
- faithful to God
- loyal to friends
- laughin box
- noisy
- cheerful
- easy to communicate
- good buddy
when i ask most of my close friends recently or should i say ytd.. i realise i've indeed change alot.. i used to help ppl just because i want to act as if im really helpful to act in front of my friends and bb officers tat im a very nice person.. but after doin this for so many yrs... i realise that helping ppl is no longer a chore to me.. its has become part of me.. instead i would feel terrible not helping ppl..
i have really change alot.. maybe as ppl grow up we do change in our chracter. i've become so noisy.. no longer quiet.. willing to take up the 1st step to talk to ppl whom i dun really knw or ppl who i really find hard to comunicate with.. i can no longer imagine wat i was like in the past.. i can only rmb the present me. and im really glad that i'v change to a better person.. i used to be so anti social. a loner without any close friends..
i guess life is so much better now.. with God guiding me in everything i do.. i feel so comfortable among my friends especially my Cg. now i just cant stop thinking of how to help my friends when they need help..
i just cant believe that i've become so good.. i was expecting ppl to say lots of bad things abt me.. maybe there are but they just keep it to themselves.. but im really thankful for God to hav change in me.. or maybe im been influence by all the nice and kind friends that i hav i guess