i guess im tired... really tired.. i guess i cant hold onto it anymore... i just feel like giving up.. but every time i decided to take a step away.. it will always draws me back again.. serveral time i hope to be alone but at the same time i wants to be with everyone.. i just couldnt seems to make a proper decision. to be in a dilemma is always the worest case..
i guess i just worries too much think too much.. haiz.. forget it.. i feel so torn.. i just hate it.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wadeva....