this feeling aint good.. stress.. breaking down.. arh!! why.. i tried leaving but i just cant..
1) friends
2) studies
3)exmas
4)EVERYTHING
haiz.. feeling so useless so helpless..
when my friends needs help i cant seems to do anything
i really feel liek helping them but.. when i come to think about myself
im actually facing the same probs which i cant even solve
everything is stiring like before.. im so confuse.. so frustrated
but.. still hoping to help my friends..
sometimes i just dunno what im saying or typing actually
like now.. i feel so lost.. lost for words... lots of random thoughts.. thoughts that really bring my peace away from me.. thoughts that tears me aparts.. or even thought that are as painful as adding salt to the wounds...
argh!!! wadeva.. aiya rubbish everything is just rubbish.. feeling so crap.. just nonsense..........