okay. just got back my internet connection after like 3-4 mths.i was so happy about it ytd. just got back from youth camp. i'm so burnt now. hahs. overall the cmap was camp though there maybe some part where its abit boring but i still love it. i love my group, epaphroditus. My group consisted of people like
VeRa(my dearest TL),











Me(ATL),
Ethan,
Leonard,
Justin,
Marcus Lim,
Tzun,
Ann,
Esmonde,
valen,
isabelle,
Grace,
caryn and
Edmund.
thank God for placing these people in my group if it wasnt for them. i believe i wouldn't have so much fun during the camp.

1st day of camp.
everyone was so quite. especially during the introduction. then after that we had some games. then check-in. the time fly pretty fast as we were goin through the station games. its also the day where our team felt so demoralise after the station games. As we lost in every single station game. after that was worship and sermon. then lights out.

2nd day of camp.
woke up at 645am. felt pretty tired on that day cause i really sleep well cause i keep banging into people while sleeping. hahas. 1st time in my life that i ever slp and crawl in my sleeping bag which i dint even notice only when i felt that i touch someone. I guess its the most challenging day too. we are to travel to AMK for the food challenge. the food that we ate was super nice. but because i had diarrhoea on the 1st day. so dint have the appetite to eat. then we rush down to SAV. when we reach there, we were the 2nd team. but still we got into the non air-con room cause of the scores that we got on 1st day. we were in the last bunk. i guess that means we are the last few i guess.
then we move on to the station games again. so our 1st stop was walk on H2O. which is the cardboard game. 1st we started with me and vera in front. we were doin quite well at 1st but after awhile both of us started feeling very uncomfortable. and i was quite scare too. cause i was very scare that i support her at the wrong place and scare she feel very uncomfortable. thus i was trying to create as much space away from her but in the end i fell. then we changed the people's position. now im with ethan. which was so much better. at least i could hug him now. (don't think too much k? i'm straight.) and then we end up with a 2nd place. then we move on to a field obstacle course. this time round we finished 1st but end up with 3rd cause of the phrase "piece me together". so dumb right? hahas. then last game was a IQ game. which was fun too. after that we moved back to bathe and had our dinner then we played dark room. i pity Sam who was the last catcher. those people who poke and distrubed him are really childish and rude. cant believe they actually did that when they are like sec3-4. then lights off.

3rd day of camp.
we had the treasure hunt thingy. its the most troublesome thingy ever. things were hidden in places which we may nvr thought of. then after that was the warrior fihgt thingy. its was a little funny. then we went back for dinner and had some games in the room. its was the most boring game through out the camp. then lights out again. then i stay up to write the post cards. but as i was writing i fell aslp.

4th day of camp.
woke up to finish off my cards. then packed my stuffs. we set off and went to the hill infront of marsiling sec. then we played war game which is the most tiring game of all and also the which require lots of unity among our own people. this is the time where we must listen to our commanders and we were to command people. then had lunch at a coffee shop. then walked back to church. though out my whole way back to church i was talking to chan yang. a guy who looks really like Glenn. almost identical. he so friendly and kind. cant wait to see him tmr. hahas.
then we had worship after we had our shower back in church. it was the best worship ever. with sk's msg. last time i thought i was the only 1 in church with some weird background. least would i expect to hear from sk when he doesnt looks like 1. his speech really touch my heart. which reminds me of my father who past away when i was young. after when the worship starts when my heart is still stirring. at that time i felt so broken and miss my Dad whom passed away when i was young. God suddenly said this to me "I'll be here, and everywhere. No matter how broken you maybe, how hurt you might be." i felt so guilty and i just broke down suddenly. i knew i couldnt hold back how i was feeling any longer. that night was the best worship i ever ever had.

5th day of camp
woke up. prize giving we got 3rd photo taking. that all. then break camp. after that stay in church for a while then went to play bball then went back to church to have some fellowship with, sarah, vera, lucille, mingjie, eujin, zeken, marcus P&L, nat, abel, adam and beryl. then after awhile most left. then only left me, vera, abel, eujin, zeken and limmy then we played taboo for like 2 hrs we finished the whole green deck and a bit of purple. then went home. yup thats all.








the cards that we've played.
okay. it took me 2 hrs to recall everything above.LOL!

anyway. i'm feeling like crap now. so many things happened lately. so much changes in my life. so much actions and little things that people said had effected me alot lately. felt so lost. not knowing who. or my wait was just nth. feeling so so crap. just like abel's favourite phrase.
"a piece of crap"

anyway,
THANKS VERA, thanks for everything that you've done during the camp. you have been a wonderful leader!