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meRv.
Rp (biomedical sci)
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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

time has gone so fast that i couldnt even catch up,
people has run so fast that nothing seems to slows them down,
school has been so boring that i can no longer crave for it,
when everythings seems so near so close but still i just mess it up.

Life have been so mess up, i'm beginning to find myself totally different when i'm home and out. Whats exactly happenly to me. I feel so stress, so stuff up, so cramp, so narrow, so lousy.... just feeling so horrible this few days... mask has been put on all the time, have the fear of people knowing whats happening behind.

I tried not to, but i just cant stop, am i still the same as it use to be?
or am i just lost? cause i can no longer feel myself there anymore,
feeling so sucky so depress.. but why? why am i feeling so?
i guess i really need a retreat really soon, or probably its just like what others has been telling me.. i'm just working too hard.

i guess. this time i really breaking down again....

@8:30 PM